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Chapter26
"Umm Zane is coming. Myles is calling him. I swear Finn I won't hurt you or Jai. I just wanted to see you. I missed you and wanted to see if you are ok" Tama stated speaking quietly to Finn. He wanted nothing more then to go and pull her into his arms to show her he wasn't like Jarrod or the guy who beat her, he knew that would only make the panic that Finn was clearly feeling worse.
Finn was still caught in her head and flinching like someone was constantly hitting her. She couldn't think of anything but protecting Jai. Jai was feeling how tense his mother was and grabbed her shirt burying his little face in her shirt before he began to cry. Finn thought it was because he was hurt so curled more into the baby. "Don't hurt him" Finn continued to chant.
Zane flung the door open hearing Finn telling someone not to hurt Jai. He was relieved to see that no one actually was but glared at Tama wanting to bury the man. Sunny dashed over to Finn taking her face into her hands and forcing Finn to look at her. "Hunny, you are safe. No one is hurting you or Jai. Take a look Finlay, Jai is safe. You protected him" Sunny repeated until Finn unscrewed her eyes looking at Sunny and then down at Jai.
Finn had to blink several times to become present. "It was just a memory sweetheart" Sunny stated nodding at Finn. Finn nodded back once her vision cleared and she could see she wasn't back in the safe house her brother had put her in before Jai was born. "Finlay you need to focus, Marcia taught you how to do this. Come on sweetheart" Zane stated. Finn took some deep breaths and slowly touched the wall she was standing next to. "I am safe. Jai is safe. I protected him. No one is hurting him. No one is hurting me" Finn stated firmly.
Finn had began to see a psychiatrist a week after moving into the house. Zane and Sunny saw the damage and knew she needed help to deal with the trauma from what had happened. They could help her but she needed to be able to help herself to, and that's was Marcia was doing. Once Finn was standing up right again and present she swung around glaring daggers at Tama who seemed relieved that he had not broken Finn. "What the fuck are you doing here? Tell Texas to call his lap dogs off. I want nothing to do with his club or him and Sally for that matter" Finn spat.
Tama was shocked. Finn had gone from panic and being caught in a memory to looking at him like she was going to skin him alive. Tama threw up his hands like he was surrending, "wow calm down. Tex doesn't know I am here. I missed you Finn and followed your brother here when I heard him on the phone. This isn't me being here for the club. I genuinely care Finn" Tama stated calmly. He did really care about Finn and had missed her and seeing her at the club.
Finn refused to back down, she knew she couldn't trust people from Tex's club. Someone in the club was out to pursue her for the benefit of the club and she wasn't anyone's puppet to be used like that. She had worked hard with Marcia on claiming her life back. Yes she trusted Myles but that was only because he proved himself to her. In all the weeks she had been away from the club he never told anyone where she was. Zane and Sunny had told her what was going on as Tex had called in other clubs to help look for her.
Finn felt horrible with her brother having to protect her again. Myles had assured her he just said he didn't know where you were. He got her to write a letter and sent it to himself from about 4 hours away saying she was safe and so was Jai. He showed Tex the letter which asked to be left alone as she wanted no part in the club. Sally had separated from Tex and refused to be anywhere near him. She blamed him for Finn leaving.
"Tama, I want nothing to do with Tex or his club. You need to leave" Finn spat. Jai was still scared but Finn was slowly calming him down. "Finn, I am here for myself. I just wanted to make sure you are ok. I won't tell Tex at all. If I did I think Sally would slaughter me and him" Tama stated and he was serious. The more time Finn was away without contacting Sally, the worse mood she was in. She would come to the club weekly dropping Texas' mail yelling at him to get his shit sent to the club. Tex always tried to sweet talk her but usually he got slapped if he managed to get close to Sally or he would have something thrown at him.